So my new years resolution is to lose the last 50 LBS of my two year weight loss. I gained weight when I was in the hospital so I’m trying to lose that. I’m almost there. So I’ll be hitting the gym alot and eating alot more healthy. No more sugar, carbs etc… I can’t wait for summer to see my new skinny self in a bikini. That is what at least I am hoping!
Well my grandma isn’t doing well. She is dying. They called last night and said she wouldn’t make it through the night. She did. So it’s another night I don’t know what to think. I am going to miss my grandma. I’m just depressed about the whole situation. I was and still am very close to my grandmother. I spent a lot of time with my grandparents as a child.
I got a bunch of kids hanging out at my neighbor’s house. The minute they get to loud or start to fight. I’m going to yell. I probably sound like the old lady (I’m 29 btw) from hell. But when I was a teen we didn’t play loud music in someone’s neighborhood. And drink beer and yell. Things have sure changed from when I was a teen. My neighbor is going to be mad they parked in her parking spot. Anyways I started stretching my ears. Right now I got an 12g in. I thought it would be really painful it wasn’t too bad. I’m going on my 3rd day. So far so good. I’m not going to drastic with it I don’t want anything too noticeable and crazy. Oh well. Anyways it’s still cold here in Pa. Still 60 degrees it’s supposed to warm up later in the week. That can’t come too soon. I really hate the cold weather. Again it’s supposed to be June ie the Summertime not feel like it’s fall.
It’s chilly out. Nice sit out on the porch with a sweater weather. It was like this all day it didn’t stop me from shopping though. I had a great time shopping though it was a much needed retail therapy day. I needed it I had some family drama last night at my cousin’s graduation. In a nutshell my little cousin treated my mom like crap. So I am done I am not going to have anyone treat my mom that way after she did so much for this kid. Forget about it. I’m done!
It’s early and a Saturday and I have no clue why I am up so early. Maybe it’s because I’m anxious to get to the mall. This money in my wallet is burning a hole in my soul. I need to spend it! Might be just womanly instinct though. Because I am a woman and I do like to shop.
Holy crap Trent is 47 already! Christ where did the time go? I remember picking up Downward Spiral at age 10 and totally rocking out to it. I’ve been a fan ever since. Can’t believe he is 47. I feel so old now! He looks great though.
Yes, I survived the mosh pit at the Manson concert. The concert itself was awesome but they people were horrible. I got beer spilled on me, got pushed, bruised and groped in places I didn’t want to be groped. Ah well it was worth it I had a great time. Anyway today is a crappy day rainy and we had a tornado touch down a few miles from here. I was at work when it happened. The weather for the next couple days is going to chilly . Which sucks it’s freaking June!